So yeah..
I’m BORED with a capital ‘B’.
I’m dreaming of Thailand.
Work doesnt really seem important anymore. Its kind of wasting away into the ether. In the greater scheme of things, work really doesnt matter at all.
I’ve got SO much to do this week and its just not happening for me really.. cant bring myself to care about it y’know?
Its difficult.
I think I’m gonna start looking for another job. Something that I dont have to commit so much time to mentally y’know? Something that doesnt put so many demands on my time and my effort. I know work keeps the brain ticking over and stuff but there are plenty of other things I could be doing right now instead of this. I’m not enjoying the pressure. I want to walk away from it.
I’m only realising this as I’m typing it… Jeez. Thailand’s really changed me. Wow.
Watch this space I guess. I need to sit down and work things out tonight. Sort out what I’m going to do with my life and stuff. Heavy man.
I think a TEFL will be the way forward. I need to sort myself out money wise.. a second job might not be a bad idea. Just for the summer. Get some cash behind me.. Then I can think about buggering off somewhere else.
Hmm.. *ponders*
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In other news – I got my Gurpa back! Well.. I havent got it back yet – but I will have! I didnt have time to pick it up when I landed at Heathrow the other day so I just left it.. Then yesterday I called them to see what the score was and they didnt have it.. GREAT I thought.. and THEN they called me back today to say they’d found it and they’d put it in the post for me asap. Brilliant! I cant take it on the plane but they’ll send it through the post! Hahahah..
Excellent.
So yeah – thats me updating my blog.
One more thing – I ate some chocolate today.
Only three tiny pieces. But now I have guilt..
(it did taste good though – YUMMO!)
Speak soon folks..